This issue of Reckless Chants is a long-form list, a personal essay deep-diving into (my) gender and sexuality. (Why both, you ask? Because for me, being nonbinary is inextricably linked to being bisexual.) It starts in childhood, and continues through my teen years and my entire adulthood, ending up with my fully coming out as trans in April 2022. It's full of the ups and downs and ins and outs of (my) life as a genderfluid, mspec person.