my first collection of improvised essays, recorded in february and march 2020—after i got sick but before quarantine. the lessons i reached while recording these have become prophetic guides in my life ever since. i've decided to only release these on usb drives. if you can't afford to buy one, or if they're sold out, please track down someone who already has one and ask them to share the essays with you. 💞 edition of 5 💞